Rudderless

It's official. I'm in a rut and there is no rudder steering this little old ship. It's a combination of things I think - a chronic injury that just won't go away, online interactions with old ghosts, ugly footwear (c/o said chronic injury), not enough exercise and a timely find in a handbag of old. 

What to do... what to don't? I feel like I haven't painted in about a year, but I have zero desire to paint. Z.E.R.O. I don't think I've ever felt less inclined, and I think that is part of the problem, in that I've lost that bit of self. What to don't? Continue to ignore the frustration. What to do? Dust of those brushes and commit to something ridiculous that going to put me in a spin...